He Said She Said And Yet I Trust Him

This poem is in my inspirational book for women. I wrote it in November 2009. At the time I actually just wrote it I never thought in a million years that I would live it.  Last night as I was speaking to someone they made fun of prophecy etc. When it's me a person talks about I could care less because what a person says doesn't bother me but when they start talking about God's gifts then...I had to pray about it. Many don't realize just how powerful prayer is. People be careful of who you share your dreams with for everyone is not for you and I had to realize that from expierence. You can be sleeping with the enemy and not even know it. When a person says to you, "I'm tired of supporting your dreams" pay close attention. As I re read what I wrote I realized that this is my life now. This is my prophecy to myself and I never realized it until now. 

HE said SHE said and….. Yet, I trust HIM!

She said: "You'll never make it without me, you're nothing."He says: "I'll be with you, my child, every step of the way. Just step out on faith."She said: “She's hoping to see me fail.....maybe she'll kick me when I'm down.

”He says: "With Me by your side, you can do all things, trust in Me."She said: "But, she talks badly of me as they did Jesus before His crucifixion. Lord, it's harder with each blow." He says: "Keep your head up, walk straight ahead, and never look back. I may not stop the blows, but I'll catch you before you hit the ground."

I say to Him: "Lord, but I don't understand. Why must I go through these things? Why does it feel like at times I have the weight of the world on my shoulders?"

He Replies: "My child, imagine carrying a cross to be crucified, sending your only son up to be crucified….. Can you imagine seeing your child being beaten until the flesh is ripped from His body?

My child, I love you and will always love you. My child, you were already MINE, and yet, I sent my son to die so that you could live.”

He adds: “My child, don't you know the cross changes everything?

I ask very little of you, and yet, you can come to me for everything. I have done so much and shown you in so many ways that I love you. You have felt my love and I continue to love.

There’s no one that will love you as I do. There is no one who will give up what I have. If you only knew the power that I have you, would fear no one, you would wake up every morning with a smile on your face, nothing that anyone says or does can affect you in any way.Look back at your life and you'll see all the things that I've protected you from.

Even when you were wrong I've always been there. Where has SHE been? I revealed my passion to Hosea. Does she have the love for you that he had for Gomer?

If you were in a situation that only she could get you out of, would she? Would she buy you back knowing that you are already hers? I know not! All you have to do is come to me and I'll do everything else. I'll fight for you, deliver you, protect you; whatever you ask.

All I ask is that you be faithful to me as I am to you.” Looking back at my life and seeing all that God has done for me and all that He has shown me, I realize He has proven His love so many times and He continues.

I wake up every morning with a smile on my face. No one or nothing can take my joy. I have many that I have to reach and I can't allow anyone or anything to stand in my way. I know that when things start getting rough it's just the devil trying to keep me from getting what God has for me.

This is when I know I'm getting closer. And yet, I trust Him! I was sitting writing my inspirational book for women which I'm so excited about. I'm so inspired right now and I know that many women will be able to benefit from this book. I plan to reach so many I can't wait. I'm feeling so inspired that I just had to write a note.

:) I thank God for all things

Shalona L. Amos